wat life does to u sometimes..-rOsHnEe

ok.. i dont understand, i have exams, i gotta study, i know that.. u know that but there is this crackpot contraption doin the ringa ding ding in my head..saying silly things neverthless we have sociology tommo. which i know im gonna flunk. no offence but come on ya she flunked wat more than half her class last yr.. and yeah i donno its a childhood glitch dat i tend to stand out in front of teachers more often than not in bad light.. so here i am knowing im gonna have to give a kt and yet i know relentlessly ill study at nite..stay up till 4 and then puke in da morning.. coz from bachpan se that voice in my head (i wonder y but it sounds like my ma..and sometimes i feel its not that much inside my head as above it) keeps breeding guilt in my head before any stoopid exam.. its so bad that sometinmes ppl ask me questions like wats that thing on your nose then also i get all nervous..
anywhooo moving bak to my mentally and morally challenging debate of whether or not i shud not study yet another day... so then here i am caught between my cat napping mind, groggy face and ill-slap-u-if-u-come-near-me attitude and a stoopid sociology examm...
by da way wat in jlifhdasuihf is sociology about anyway?? i mean WHYYY would i give half a hippoz ass if people got whacko and started dancing da hoolaa hoolaa nookaa wooka amba wamba?? mass behaviour..!!! ill show themmm mass behavior.!!!!!!!!
ok i dont see the point of this blog anyway coz im gettin thoda senti..and haven't yet and will not come to a conclusion to this heart wrenching crisis that is my life.. da universe poses many questions... any answers to mine???

-rOsH (on my road to insanity)