How often do we sit and talk to ourselves? How often do we question ourselves about what is happening around us and what we are making out of it? I am sure we confide to ourselves... there is a bottomless pit of feelings, expressions, secrets, thoughts, dreams, emotions, ideas, etc. within us all. We keep checking in and out of this pit... we may return out of it... happy or quite often sad... Today i returned back... confused...

Over a period of time i am experiencing certain transitions around myself... or is it me who is changing. How have i changed... i don’t know. But all i know is... i am making a beginning!!! And these changes are by choice... infact they aren’t for gaining acceptance... or venting out internal feelings... i kinna feel more like myself everyday...I may sound kiddish, wannabeish idiotic, stupid, philosophical, etc... and even if i say your feeliongs won’t bother me... i will be wrong... ‘cus in a way they do... everyone is affected by people’s opinons...we may say we are not... but each time we say that we are not affected...infact we recall those opinions in our minds...

I have learnt over a period of time... i have a knack in pissing people off and winning more enemies than friends... People think whatever you may choose to. Because i cant stop you... no one can kill the thoughts springing in your mind. Its a free world after all. All i would want to say to you people is ... if you have a problem with me... tell me...clear it out... be frank and open... I have had enough of hearing things which go around ... behind my back... And please be honest... i know you would have read this... might be... you smirk...laugh it off... get disgusted... bitch around... or whatever... but... Be honest and talk back...

Sahirr