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"people are crazy and times are strange,im locked in tight and out of range,i used to care but things have changed"
bob dylan- things have changed
for fucks sake man are you never wrong! i just dont get it the guy knows everything! how does he have a song or a line for everything we do....i know why i listen to him though....nowadays i think you know life is so boring, i dont do anything i just waste time...but hell i ve done a lot of things...A LOT OF THINGS.... its just i remember some of it and i dont the other....course you would say i was too drunk....and you would be right i have been pretty fucking drunk now and then...but i ve done so much this week much more than mere drinking....i do something completely different everyday...i dont have routine..i still dont remember half the stuff...and this is how i ve been as long as i remember....even as a boy i didnt remember a lot of things that i did the week before...this was before i drank or smoked anything...i just couldnt remember....only difference between now and then...its that back then i didnt even give the fact that i have shitty memory any thought!...i think with all the booze and friggin drugs i realize that passing in and out of these fuzzy stages of mind that i really am missing something...i dotn remember dreams after i awaken...i remember only a few images and as i awake i forget...what is a boy to do?
i saw v for vendetta today...i ahd already read the graphic novel...i loved it...the movie was not at all faithful to the book...but i didnt hate it...i didnt mind it...i liked some parts very much cause they channeled the old feelings of the graphic novel so well....but all in all it was the wachowski brothers v for vendetta and not alan moore's....i love these things cause they get me thinking.....im going to work tomorrow in Gensis productions...its a whole wave of exciting...

siddhant