Hmmmm...
Everyone
is dancing
to a tune
that I just
can’t hear
I was reading my subscriptions on xanga and i came across this wonderful poem which kind of reflected my inner feelings. I believe i was going through this phase, where everything is happening against me. This whole month has been crazy for me... i have had fights, arguements, missunderstandings, loses( i lost my only Esprit watch), bad marks in exams, accidents, drunk friends, headaches, etc. You name it and it happend to me. And somehow all this while i was being weighed by my own thoughts and interpretations. And then began this period of frustration, anger and irritation. I started looking at the world with a tainted perspective. I started believing everone else was havin fun and i was the only one with dark clouds above him.
And now after things are calming down... i look back and smile at myself...wow... i had been having a helluva time...haha. It was a time of contemplation and self-analysis... and i got closer to myself. And i came out taking all this as an experience.
I would get lost in my own little world and start thinking about the wierdest stuff. With a blank face put on... my mind would race in an unknown maze of thoughts. Often i would bump into ideas... wierd ideas... different... funny... creative... and i would smile and giggle at myself. I have started lovng isolation even more... Its fun to be alone... I have begun enjoying life like never before. I treasure each second which ticks away... savouring every bit of it... be it in my favor or not. Even the pebbles on the ground incite a chain of thoughts... and every living or non-living entity means something to me... i have fuckin turned into a romantic freak... and i m enjoying it... who says one can’t be high on life...
The new year is fas approaching... and i m geting this intuituion which tells me... things are going to change for good... happy times are on their way...
To all my classmates...friends...knowns...unknowns...family... i love you all... unconditionally!
)(Sahirr)(
is dancing
to a tune
that I just
can’t hear
I was reading my subscriptions on xanga and i came across this wonderful poem which kind of reflected my inner feelings. I believe i was going through this phase, where everything is happening against me. This whole month has been crazy for me... i have had fights, arguements, missunderstandings, loses( i lost my only Esprit watch), bad marks in exams, accidents, drunk friends, headaches, etc. You name it and it happend to me. And somehow all this while i was being weighed by my own thoughts and interpretations. And then began this period of frustration, anger and irritation. I started looking at the world with a tainted perspective. I started believing everone else was havin fun and i was the only one with dark clouds above him.
And now after things are calming down... i look back and smile at myself...wow... i had been having a helluva time...haha. It was a time of contemplation and self-analysis... and i got closer to myself. And i came out taking all this as an experience.
I would get lost in my own little world and start thinking about the wierdest stuff. With a blank face put on... my mind would race in an unknown maze of thoughts. Often i would bump into ideas... wierd ideas... different... funny... creative... and i would smile and giggle at myself. I have started lovng isolation even more... Its fun to be alone... I have begun enjoying life like never before. I treasure each second which ticks away... savouring every bit of it... be it in my favor or not. Even the pebbles on the ground incite a chain of thoughts... and every living or non-living entity means something to me... i have fuckin turned into a romantic freak... and i m enjoying it... who says one can’t be high on life...
The new year is fas approaching... and i m geting this intuituion which tells me... things are going to change for good... happy times are on their way...
To all my classmates...friends...knowns...unknowns...family... i love you all... unconditionally!
)(Sahirr)(
posted by THE WILSONITE @ 8:57 PM
1 Comments:
At 9:11 PM,
THE WILSONITE said…
*i have fuckin turned into a romantic freak*
Sahirr Sethi the Romantic...
God help us all! :D
-Darius
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